Sometimes life throws you into a storm so tempestuous that it becomes hard to see the lighthouse beckoning you to safety. Right now, I’m standing in the midst of my own hurricane, whirling between faith and fear. To say I’m feeling hopeless would be an understatement.
In honoring my true self, I made the gut-wrenching decision to leave a job that was my financial anchor; it contributed 66 percent of my income. I’d accepted it to provide financial support to my kids as they started their college careers. I had a different job, but the salary wasn’t enough to support our daily needs and their education. The work was also unfulfilling. I felt constrained and unsupported, so I used that lack of fulfillment in my other job as fuel to perform well in my new role.
Within six months, I was promoted. Energized by being seen, I poured my all into the new job. But soon, I felt constrained, stressed, and unsupported in the new role, and the new position became a source of extreme mental and emotional pain. Now, I am surrounded by emptiness on all sides and am questioning my worth and professional capabilities. I feel like I’m back to square one, staring into an abyss of uncertainty.
I’ve dreamed of building a health coaching business to empower Black women, but that vision seems more like a mirage. Profits are negligible, and every strategy I’ve tried has been a dead end. It’s as if the universe is screaming, “You’re not meant to succeed!” In these moments of despair, I remember a verse that’s carried me through other storms:
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10 (NIV)
To me, this verse isn’t just ink on paper, it’s a living promise—an anchor. When my world seems to spiral out of control, those words call me back, offering a glimmer of hope and reminding me that even if I falter, I won’t fall. God will catch me. The net may be invisible, but it’s there.
So, what does it mean to have hope during the storm?
It means refusing to let fear dictate my path. If I bow down to my anxieties, I limit the space for miracles to unfold. Yes, my health coaching business isn’t booming yet, but every storm runs out of rain. My struggles are not the end; they are the turbulent rains that will lead to a breathtaking rainbow. So, instead of focusing on my fears, I’ve put that energy into what I can control. I’m revisiting my goals, updating my business strategy, redefining what success looks like, and creating a path forward. The climb may be uphill, but at least I’m moving.
The path remains uncertain, but I’ve chosen to illuminate it with hope. In doing so, I am finding new strengths previously hidden: the strength to adapt, the strength to innovate, and, more importantly, the strength to endure. Just like that, the storm doesn’t seem as terrifying anymore.
So, to anyone else caught in a tempest, questioning if you’ll ever find your way, remember that you’re never alone on your journey. And sometimes the most profound transformations occur when the winds are howling and the sky is dark. Hold onto hope—the most buoyant of life vests—and let it carry you back to shore. As long as you have hope, you have everything you need to weather any storm.
My life may be a work in progress, but I’m beginning to understand that it’s an invitation to grow, evolve, and emerge from this storm not broken but whole—not defeated but more potent. As I tread these turbulent waters, I’m learning that my most reliable compass is the hope radiating from within, guided by a force far greater than any storm I’ll ever face.
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I liked reading this epic thought. I wish I had had something of that type of message to help guide me in my youth. It might have kept me from a lot of detours I took a long my path. Not complaining, just explaining.
It’s the “I wish I had something of that type of message to help guide me in my youth” for me. I wish I’d had this then, but I am thankful for the journey. I am not sure I could appreciate this “winning season” without the trials.
Amazing, You my friend are living life. Thank you for sharing. We all have a story and letting us see the words and receive your success and failures is a Blessing. I can relate to your Journey. I too was and is now waiting
Thank you, Peggy! I am glad that this resonated with you.
Amazing, You my friend are living life to the fullest. Thank you for sharing. We all have a story and letting us see the words and receive your success and failures is a Blessing. I can relate to your Journey. I too was in the storm and came through now waiting patiently. I believe God is doing a work in and through me. I want him to. He created us good, I am better I want to be good. To me it is serving God in obedience. Yes, my HOPE is in Jesus who created me in my Beloved Mother’s womb. I’m excited about life and its mysteries knowing God is in control. Let us continue to love
Amen and asè. Praying for you as you journey forward. He is with you. He will be with you.
This story was as very moving. Your words inspired me to continue on my path to open my private practice. Continue to share your story and know you are an inspiration. Sending Light and Love…
Thank you, Kim! Yes, start the practice. Let us know when you do!
Well said. Hope will carry you.
Happy WINSday!
I was meant to read your comment today. As warm tears filled my eyes, It gave me strength to straighten my crown and persevere through, one storm at a time.
Thank you for lighting my candle today. Your words gave me hope, comfort and courage.
They gave me a soft place to land.
You are TRULY appreciated 💜🙏🏽
Continue to stay Amazing!
Thank you! I felt chills as I read your comment. I am so happy that my words supported you. Keep pushing, but light some incense, listen to soul music, and sip herbal tea often. Make it a habit by sipping often to recharge and repeating as necessary.
This is absolutely inspirational and extremely timely because I’m facing the same hurdles and uncertainty in my current job which I previously thrived. I’m turning to God and surrendering, because all my efforts seem fruitless and I’m still sinking.
This post virtually lifted my head up and dried some of the tears! Prayers for both of us and anyone else facing any trials.
Thank you!
AMEN, AMEN, AMEN! How can I support you, sis? Email me heal@soulmed.co.
How wonderful! I am filled with hope after reading this article! I, too, am in the midst of piercing problems that chip away at my peace. When the author referenced Isaiah 41:10, I knew this word was for me! That is one of my most favorite scriptures. It lifts me and gives me hope instantly! I have many decisions to make. I have little money to work with, after having ended a marriage of 30 years. I often wonder why success seems so out of reach. I need a miracle from the Lord and I am putting all my weight on him. Thank you, dear sister, for offering hope in times like these!
Amen! I’ve also been on the other side of marriage (divorce). Please find solace in God’s grace and mercy. He will be there and it will be alright. Sending you love, light, and blessings. They are coming!
Phew!!!! I read this at just the right time. THANK YOU!! 💜🥹🥹🥹
*cue Dottie Peoples* He’s an on-time God … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRgvYgOJK6g&themeRefresh=1
This has truly blessed me and is confirmation for the season of life I am currently experiencing. Thank you for sharing your story and being vulnerable. I pray that God continues to keep and and bless you abundantly above all that you can even imagine or think.
Thank you! I pray God continues to support you just as you need Him to. God bless you!
Yes! When I need motivation and encouragement Isaiah 41:10 is my go to scripture.
Keep pushing!
Amen!
Thank you for your vulnerability. You are a light that will illuminate a path for others.
Thank you, Soror!
Hope! What an amazing word. Four letters that continue to help Me Rise. October 23rd was the last day of radiation treatment. The challenge is real, NOT hopeless! Thank you Jesus and the various 😇 standing in the Gap with me!